January 2011
1 post
“If James Madison were among us, he would be the president of the Ford...”
November 2010
3 posts
Cute story - for me, anyway
So I found this absolutely amazing brown shoulder bag/purse that would fit my laptop perfectly as well as hold my books. It was on sale from $55 to about $32, so I figured I would take advantage. Well, my step-mother convinces me that ‘Santa’ is bringing me an even ‘cooler’ bag for Christmas and that I shouldn’t buy this amazing, perfect bag that I love. This...
“You know it’s weird, I don’t usually get jealous of someone being...”
– My soul mate
KJFLDSJF.
How can someone who brags about her grades and intelligence so much deem politics “stupid and pointless” ?!?!??!?! Someone tell me. I’m going insane, truly.
October 2010
6 posts
Well
It’s time to change. This has gone on for entirely too long.
“Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the...”
– Aldous Huxley, Brave New World
“What was any art but an effort to make a sheath, a mold in which to imprison for...”
– Willa Cather, The Song of the Lark
Here goes
Welcome, Twitter world, to my tiny escape.
Irritation
Okay, so I receive my voter ID in the mail yesterday and, much to my dismay, my name is spelled wrong. I truly will NEVER understand why people insist on putting an “h” in my name. Sure, I understand that some people choose to do that, but as far as I’m concerned, the normal way of spelling my name is M-E-G-A-N. I filled in five blocks, so why does my voter ID include six? ...
Sunday morning
No one is ever going to fully understand me. There are a few people that understand certain aspects of me, but I feel as though no one is ever going to take me in my entirety. It hurts me. I write this on a Sunday morning at almost ten AM, a time I shouldn’t be awake for given last night’s adventures. I can’t say I enjoyed them. I’m tired of drinking. Here comes the...
September 2010
5 posts
Wow
Just checked my bank statement. Turns out my mom has spent almost $300 of my money without asking.
How the fuck do I approach this?
you don't understand the effect you have on me.
i woke up this morning at nine, straightened my hair, attempted to look nice, and still had time to spare before leaving for my ten am class. i didn’t even yawn during my classes and then i had a nice, healthy meal for lunch and had a fun talk with c. i thought i’d be fun and nice and ask you if i could come home this weekend, but you took this as something mean and it backfired on me....
this is what's on my mind.
i just got in from a night full of absolutely nothing. i didn’t get drunk. i got squished trying to get on my school’s bus, which absolutely sucks because it only runs on fridays and saturdays. i’m irritated. i’m hating myself more and more every day. i need to change.
i’m not attractive enough for this campus, for this city, or for this side of the country. i wish i...
August 2010
4 posts
nothing
thank you, family, for making me cry over my birthday cake that i made myself.
Today
i woke up completely late for a hair appointment this morning. i thought the day would be awful, but i on the way to parker dam i realized otherwise. my mom and my brother and i ate lunch together - turkey sandwiches with pringles piled on top. we made duck faces with our pringles and took pictures of each other. afterwards, we went down to the beach where we laid for the rest of the day. we...
Posted this a year ago
i worry too much. whenever i’m really mad but sad at the same time, my throat starts feeling as if there’s ice in it. i do my best thinking in the shower. it’s so hard to be healthy in this town. my fear of failure/defeat has and is holding me back on so many things in life. the only thing i look forward to throughout the day is sleep. before i go to bed, i think about too much that it...
A new beginning
I move in to college in a week. I turn eighteen in a week. I gain access to the funds I’ve been waiting to gain access to since I was eleven in a week. There are so many changes coming up, but I feel like my life isn’t moving any faster than normal. I have so much to do, yet so little time. My list of what else I need seems to be at a bare minimum. I may only have to buy five...
February 2010
1 post
This is what I want
I want to be in charge. I want to make many relationships with people all over the world. I want to boss people around tactfully. I want to make a ton of money. I want to be able to support a family. I want people to know my name. I want to be looked up to. I want to work long hours. I want to be busy all the time. I want to be successful.
Why can’t there just be a major in...
January 2010
1 post
Wrong
What’s wrong with me? I wish someone would have the balls just to list every possible thing that I do or say wrong in life. Maybe then I’d understand why no one will ever want me completely.
October 2009
1 post
Stop calling me pretty. Just stop.
September 2009
10 posts
Belief
“It’s not fair.” Those are the words I mumbled under my breath when the goldfish I won at the carnival got eaten by my cat, when I fell off my purple bike after taking off the training wheels, and when I failed my drivers test for the sixth time. After each of these experiences, my parents told me that everything happens for a reason. I didn’t believe them at all; the world was out to get me...
Be the mom
I’m too afraid to actually post what I want to tell my mother. I need someone to talk to.
I'm irritated . . . among other things
I have a few thoughts at this very moment that I really need to let out.
First off, I think taking pictures of drinking and thinking you’re awesome solely because you’re drinking (illegally, mind you) is EFFING (I say effing because, according to Obama, you should watch what you say) RIDICULOUS. I’m so annoyed looking at these numerous albums on Myspace and Facebook. ...
I wrote this over a year ago
I just want a boy. I don’t even know if I want a boy to like, just a boy. A boy who will sit with me and play Guitar Hero for hours on end and let me beat him once or Coldplay. Someone with XY chromosomes that will eat Chubby Hubby with me and discuss last night’s Top 5 Plays on Sportscenter. A boy that will joke with me about my 34 inch wang and then tell me not to hold my sneezes...
The Hangover and Dude, Where’s My Car have the same plots. Weird.
Project Runway!
you can see jupiter tonight beside the mooon. :)
“You are an English fag.” - my mother
“I hate the way you talk to me, and the way that you don’t care. I hate the...”
– My own rendition
School shopping with amb. We’re on the ball
August 2009
73 posts
True Blood. Oh my gosh.
is finally progressing. going to see if #trueblood is on OnDemand yet.
My uncle and I tipped a canoe. Awesome.
True Blood marathon with Amb :)
Turning my brother into a slave. :)
“What the hell is this animal?” - Poppop “A printer.” - Nana while my whole family is staring at pictures of my face …..
Uhggg I love old people, but I can’t say that I love their driving.
People staring at pictures of my face is so incredibly awkward. Gosh.
You can’t call something a public service if you’re making the public pay for it
http://bit.ly/17wKie via @The_AV_Club - ahahahaha
Frank Caliendo does the BEST Jim Rome impression EVER! Oh my gosh, and Morgan Freeman. Someone search it on Youtube.
Harry in Spiderman 3? Delicious.
http://bit.ly/17v5T3 via @addthis ten things you didn’t know about an orgasm. :)
Middle school orientation brings back sooo many memories
I miss my long hair..
I HAVE THE NFL NETWORK AGAIN!!!
My brother’s trying to kill a bee with a banana.
Mmm True Blood